Saturday, January 8, 2011

Apology

hmmm sometime i really dun wish to stress you up ya ... but then hmmm maybe is because is my fault bah... hmmm although u forgive me , i really regret why i does all the things to u like that , haix maybe like that it make me unable to forgive myself , although u forgive me already but i still dun feel too well cause i am being a bit not like myself but if you happy i am okay already lo ... it is best to have one side to be sad rather than both side to sad right? hmmmm you have to really believe me that i really dun wan to lose you this bro one ... hmmm maybe my way of doing is wrong bah... but then i am really sorry that i bring this unhappiness to you and i hope that you will be happy from now on ... hmmm just let me relax a while bah ... cause is very difficult to be someone which is not you ... and I REALLY HAVE TO APOLOGIZE TO YOU ... HAIX.. i always hope that you will say out some thing ya dun keep everything to yourself ... i really envy that you have like can like treat it as nth happen but the more you treat things as nth happen the more i am worried ,,, haizz nvm bah :) all in all i dunno whether u will see anot but i wan to apologize to you all the bad things i have done for u ... hmmm u may not like me to call u didi but then i still have to say sorry didi ...
hmmm hope that we can still be like once good ...
you to me will always be my good dii that i ever had ... and no matter what happens i will be there as a brother to support you all the way one ... i on bus have some vision about the past ... hmmm thinking thru of my past till now i really very very pain and very painful... but haix i think no one can understand bah;.... i dunno whether u will see it but really i am having a lot of pain while smiling but i dun dare to tell u ... and then i also dunno i feel very unconfortable not calling you didi but haix .... how i wish we can like go out eat or wat .... i really wanted to...:(

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